She lives!!

Not that anyone cares p.p

Everyone should wear them.

*stretch*

Well, enough of that.

I'm posting some old crap, most of you (if there is any of you lol) won't have seen it, and if you have i doubt you'll remember it.

Well...such a sad scrap of faith i have...

if faith could be called it...

i had seen what i could do, and loved it and loved all the possibilities my hands held for me and then i realized it.

these images, these visions, mediocre at best...but while i thought you loved them, i loved them...

- - - - -

I hide who i am, i try to hide you...too late it seemed...in the beginning i should have hidden you further and deeper then i've ever hidden anything, and that's saying a lot.

but, there isn't any reason to hide now.

I've chosen my life, as unstable and fruitless as it may seem to all else. I've...denied...myself certain things so that they won't complicate the life i'm trying to live...

maybe when all is said and done and the fog lifts for but a second i can reach out to pull the alarm again...reach out for the lights i've watched only in dreams.

Lately i've had this dazed feeling...and this urge to create a great image i have in my head, but everytime i turn the pencil to the page or the mouse on the line, it flickers and i lose it...

I know if i can accomplish completing it, and if i can be happy with it, then i'll have advanced in my art.....

I hope i'm able to ;....